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Jun. 1st, 2015 | 10:44 am
location: ADU Writing Center (work)
mood: tiredtired
music: Perfume Genius - Queen

Hello the void,

Update on the me me be

Full time job as the coordinator of a writing center. *check*

House with 2 car garage and yard responsibilities. *check*

Wife with babe in tow. *check*

Contemplating new things to mentally check mark. *check*

Check. *check*

Till Then...

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Sep. 24th, 2012 | 01:47 pm
mood: contemplativecontemplative
music: David Bowie - After All

The heat and humidity subside and a cool breeze blows in from calmer quieter places. Autumn. Fall.  Browns, reds, oranges.  Crisp air, jackets, halloween, trick or treating.  Sitting outside, watching life go by.

Every Autumn I feel as though I am finding myself again.  I feel like I am coming home.  I can't wait to put on my hoodie. My real not retro carpenter jacket.  I can't wait to go outside and lay in the grass and watch the clouds, listening to my moody fall music.

I have been watching castle.  I like the characters, I hate the ncis/crime investigation quips.  But the character castle is interesting enough to keep me coming back.

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Sometimes grumpy life

Aug. 13th, 2012 | 12:54 pm
mood: pessimisticpessimistic
music: The Boxer Rebellion

I get grumpy.  Not always.  In fact I can avoid it.  When I am hungry, grumpy.  When I haven't had enough sleep, grumpy.  When I can't escape everything and be alone when I want to, grumpy.  I sometimes think that I miss being alone, but I know that is not true.  I see those that are alone, and I see how horrible it is.  I do good alone though.  Life is simpler when I am alone.  But I know that I prefer the troubling, annoying, exhausting, more complex, more expensive couple life.  A life where I can't avoid the situations where I get grumpy.

This entry sucks...

Till then...

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Living coma.

Aug. 9th, 2012 | 09:40 am
mood: blankblank
music: Daft Punk - Tron Soundtrack

I have been asleep.  Everyday, I go to work and come home, and everyday I feel dead.  I need to wake up again.  I sleep with no dreams.  Where did my dreams go.  It is hard to dream with somebody else reaching in and messing with them.  Not that I mind.  I want others to be apart of the dreams.  It is just hard to dream for two.  This all sounds very cryptic.

The school that I work at is on break now.  I get to transcribe a bunch of audio recordings - "sarcastic YAY!"  I need to work out but florida is a sauna right now and I just want to collapse when I get home in the evenings.  Daddy needs to get fit.

Till then...
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Reminiscing...

Aug. 4th, 2012 | 01:23 am
mood: sleepysleepy
music: Incubus - The Warmth

I have been listening to music from the 90s lately.  Jamiraquai, 311, Deftones, Incubus, Smashing Pumpkins, Radiohead, Bush, Garbage, The Cranberries, The Verve Pipe, The Verve....

Man, popular music was so much better back then.  There is good music now, but you have to search for it.

For some reason, the more popular a band, the less I like them.  I really like Coldplay, but I really don't like Coldplay.

I have a birthday coming up but I don't what I want to do for it.  I turn 29.  I am starting to think about my age and life and where I am and where I should be. Sigh.  It is so much easier being young.  I am still young kinda and I think that way. I saw an interesting quote the other day:

"When I was young I wanted to be something.  Now I just want to be young."

It went something like that, and I don't remember who said it.

I need sleep.

till then...

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The Creamy Caramel (not-quite-a) Knight Rises

Aug. 1st, 2012 | 02:44 pm
mood: indifferentindifferent
music: VAST

I decided to see if this thing is still around and whether I could remember the password, and behold, It waseth, I remembereth.

I believe I started writing on here with nobody I know knowing I write on here.  And then they came.  And then I went.  And now I think I will be back.

I am in Florida.  I work at a college tutoring center full time.  Math, Physics, English.  When no one comes for help, I sit an dick around on the computer, play games, talk . . . .  I tell others and myself I want to finish writing a book, and I have been for the past four years.  I don't feel I am moving anywhere.  I think it is florida.  I don't feel the enthusiasm or impetus I once felt.  There is little in florida to inspire.  Summers are hot and muggy. Winters are cold and dead with none of the magical snow.  Autumns are nice for a time, but pale in comparison to the falls up north.  Springs can be green and the ladies do come out for show, but it isn't enough.  I am a Autumn kinda guy.  I like the hues of brown and orange, halloween, thanksgiving, and being bundled up in a hoodie.

But, I will try to write anyways.  And this is a first step (even though it is a bad one, I hate beginning sentences with conjunctions).

If you happen to find this or re-find this, hello, leave a message, and maybe I'll happen to respond.

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One of those stupid question thingies I filled out.

May. 3rd, 2005 | 08:19 pm

1. First Name: Jeremy.

2. Were you named after anyone? Jesus.

3. Do you wish on stars? I wish on pictures of Bruce Springstein.

4. Which finger is your favourite? The one inside your sister, if you don't have a sister then it is the one inside your brother.

5. When did you last cry? The last time I went to the bathroom, it was beautiful.

6. Do you like your handwriting? I don't hand write, I draw picture representations of words.

7. What is your favourite lunch meal? Either breakfast or supper.

9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? I don't have embarrassing CDs, just embarrassing movies.

10. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? I'd be too weird for me, thats confusing.

11. Are you a dare-devil? I am the Dare-Devil, only there's a twist, I can see!!! (gasp)

12. Have you ever told a secret you swore to never tell? It's a secret, but I'll tell you, no.

13. Do looks matter? Well, do I matter? Why don't you think about that.

14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? I would never not misuse a word. Ever.

15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? I'd like to think there is a leprechaun farting out the rainbow at the end of the rainbow.

16. Do fish have feelings? Fish are like humans . . . no they don't have feelings.

17. Are you trendy? I may be, but no one would ever know it.

18. How do you release anger? I masturbate viciously.

19. Where is your second home? In the heart of a homeless man named Sal.

20. Do you trust others easily? Only if they steal, lie, and cheat.

21. What was your favourite toy as a child? Refer back to the anger question.

22. What class in school do you think is totally useless? Do you mean what school in school is totally useless?

24. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Is that some kind of medical cream?

25. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? It's all I can afford.

26. What do you look for in a girl/guy? I generally don't look for half breeds, but I guess as long as they have all the right parts their ok in my book.

27. What are your nicknames? Snacky, Jimmy, Porn Parra, Sex Muffin, The Meat Slicer.

28. Would you ever bungee jump? I barely just regular jump.

30. Do you think that you are strong? Only against little girls and nancy boys.

31. What's your favourite ice cream flavour? Green

32. What's your favourite colour? Mint Chocolate-chip

33. What is your least favourite food? Anything thats been on the floor less than five seconds.

34. How many wisdom teeth do you have? All of my teeth are wisdom teeth.

35. Are you in love with anyone? Helena. And Deep Throat Debby, I just admire raw talent.

36. How many people have a crush on you right now? All of them.

37. What do you miss most right now? All the food I've ever eaten.

38. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? I don't care, unless they all want to send naked pictures of themselves, then please send away.

39. What colour pants are you wearing? Skin colored and hairy.

40. What are you listening to right now? The Bravery and the people having sex upstairs.

41. What are the last 4 digits of you telephone number? 7114

42. What was the last thing you ate? Jerry Micheals, just kidding, thats gross!

44. How is the weather right now? Good I guess.

45. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Verizon Wireless automated menu lady, very nice but no personality.

46. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? The fact that they can either be clothed or unclothed.

47. How are you today? I've gone the bathroom twice, I am good.

51. Hair colour? Bright red, my mom finds it embarrasing.

52. Eye colour: Bright red, my mom finds it embarrasing.

53. Do you wear contacts? Dailies. I wear daily contacts.

54. Siblings? I have a sister who thinks I am cool like everybody else.

56. Favorite food? A meat Manwich

57. Last movie you watched? Tina Turner - still alive live

58. Favourite Sport? Soccer and Pole Dancing, I'm a pole genius.

59. If you only had 1 day left on Earth, what would u do? I would make love to everything I saw, animate or inanimate.

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Apr. 13th, 2005 | 08:04 pm

I'm in New York. I have been here for about two and a half weeks and have finally decided to go back home. I think it is about time to find another job. I stopped going to my last job, Target, about a month ago. I still haven't said a word to them. I sometimes shock myself at my lack of responsibility. I just decided I didn't want to go in anymore and that was that. Thats the way I have always been. I know I will have another job someday.

I was sick for a little while up here. I was horrible. At first it started out as just nasal congestion and a sore throat. But then it turned into uncontrollable diarrhea. I practically leaking neon green liquid out of my a$$. This lasted 24 hours straight. It couldn't have been just from a cold. It had to been from something I ate. I don't know.

I have been reading this book helena gave me. It is called "The Nerd Who Loved Me". It is one of those romance novels for middle-aged women who have to turn to sensual paperback fantasies because their husbands aren't giving them what they want. It is I admit very addicting. All I want to know is if Joey finds Harry and Laini together at the crappy time-share place, will Harry be able to hold his own in a fist fight to the death. Only time and about 200 pages will tell.

This weekend is alumni weekend. I'm not going home for that though, I'm going for food and money, and perhaps a drink or two with my old pals. Let's hope my car doesn't break down.

Well, till then...

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Mar. 5th, 2005 | 05:32 pm
music: Nada Surf - Inside of love

I worked almost thirteen hours straight the other night. I was awake for about 26 hours that day. As soon as I got home from work, I fell asleep and didn't wake up till it was time for me to go in to work the next night. I didn't even have time to shave. I imagine I'll turn into a cave man eventually. Hairy, grumpy, and inaudible.







I have fast fingers
They pound my words to your eyes
Watch them move for you

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Mar. 3rd, 2005 | 09:19 pm

There has been a happiness drought lately. I need a substitute. Give me your drugs, your alcohol, your sick sex addiction, your gambling habit, your nicotine cravings, your prescription anti-depressants, your obsessive compulsive behavior, your eating disorder, your religious beliefs, your political nonsense, your selfish narrow-minded view on life. Give me your self-induced coma...

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